Free Yet Stuck

I'm on annual leave for 5 days, add the 2 Saturdays and 2 Sundays and that makes 9 days straight of not being at the office, stressing out about people and work. Nine days of just doing anything that fancies me! Wow! My first long break for the year! I'm over the moon.

Strangely, I don't really know what to do with myself. I tried to make a list of domestic businesses to finish; things to do and places to go but today didn't take me anywhere near my goals. I guess when you're used to having hectic days, meeting deadlines and hitting targets and suddenly you're thrown into a do-the-things-you-never-get-to-do-because-office work-always-came-first island, you get stuck.

Today I slept in... went online... had lunch... saw "Heffalump" with Cerise and a friend with her son... let Cerise on a bungy trampoline... shopping... coffee (had to get my fix)... home... and now online again. I can't even eat dinner because my mind is freaking out that I let a day go by without ticking off a single thing in my "to do" list.

I can't stop feeling guilty.